Love You To Death

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Saturday I broke bitecouture's X-Box (-12 points). In November I bought porn for karkumatkoja (10 points). In March gravedeluxe and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In August I put money in px_girlie's expired parking meter (14 points). Last week I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-738 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking! Sincerely, crimsonella

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Something happy, happy, happy in the middle of all that's been going on!

I WILL SEE IRON MAIDEN NEXT SUMMER!!! o_O

Sorry but the old greasy heavy-metal man that lives inside me, he's ectatic right now! He just can't stop jumping around and doing the headbanging! \,,/ /><\ \,,/

Like OMGOMGOMG! :D One of the greatest bands (for me) ever and me, me, me! I'm gonna see them! I mean... Iron Maiden. Dude. Not only are they good but they're like... legendary! (And old, yeah, I admit. But hey, no can do - that old heavy-metal man inside me, he's in love<3<3<3)

I was so close to seeing Metallica, but then not quite... and I think this is even better! Hell yeah! xDDD

My trip to Stockholm last week was a lot of fun, but I am here to write something that half the Finnish bloggers are probably writing about, and that's the shooting at Jokela school at Tuusula. (More in Finnish.)

It's terrible that these kinds of things have reached their arms in Finland as well. But where as most people whose comments I have read are simply mad at the guy responsible... well. I do understand that, I very well do. But after I read some stuff in the Net that's supposed be the shooters thoughts (it hasn't yet been verified by the police who the shooter is, but he's the main suspect in everyones minds right now) - I was just sad. Plain sad.

"I am ready to die for a cause I know is right, just and true... even if I would lose or the battle would be only remembered as evil... I will rather fight and die than live a long and unhappy life."

I was sad not only because of the innocent victims in the case, not only for the guys family - but for that guy himself. After reading that... Jeez. I just wanted to give him a hug. I wish someone could have been able to show him that though the world at times is a really, really shitty place, there's something good in it too. That life is worth living for all of us, not worth dying for. I don't know... Just sad.

from lilithslut and px_girlie

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Today I took the later buss to work because I wanted to play Travian a bit longer. And I still almost missed it as my ass was stuck on the computer chair, staring at my village and my troops and my resources. O_O I am so totally addicted it could probably start to scare me if I was normal.

Otherwise the day has been fine. Normal. Partly uncomfortable that means, but I am managing.

Did some shopping I've needed to do for a while, just very common and boring stuff like toilet paper and so on, but I am happy I could drag my butt to get those things at least. Oh, and the day after tomorrow, Wednesday that is, there will be the Aatemarkkinat at the Tampere University - and I will be there. o/ Standing behind the desk of Animalia as usual, at least till midday or something. So come and say Hello, if you spot me. (*cough*We have dried fruit and nuts for you to taste!*cough*)

Probably the best thing I got for my birthday. At least one of them. This, I mean:



Never gotten a rose from anyone before, except for my confirmation and graduating from high school. And now I got one from a guy! <3____________<3

The Past

This'll be quite long and have some photos, so...

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The Battleaxe Deliberate Brutal Love Master (DBLM) Sharp. Hardened. Dominating. The Battleaxe sweeps all before her, smiting and what not. You've had a number of serious relationships, so you obviously have many attractive qualities. You're well experienced in dealing with other people's weirdnesses, and it's likely you're good in bed by now, too. Also, like the drunken housewife chucking Heinekens at her no-good husband, you've got a lot of energy. People can tell you're sophisticated, and so you find yourself the object of infatuations quite often. But it's how you handle yourself in your relationships that gets you the 'brutal' tag. Controlling? Imperious? Overbearing? Yes, please. Remarkably, you don't mind the same from your men. You've experience enough to take whatever you dish out. Overall, you're a very good person and a capable lover, and when the time comes you'll make a fine divorcee. Your exact female opposite: The Nurse Random Gentle Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The Poolboy (RGSD) Consider: The False Messiah (DBLM), someone just like you.

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.

I'm here, I'm alive. And I've had more or less fun. And stuff.

I'll write a longer post sometimes, with pics of the cabin we were at and stuff. I just feel rather ... hgkjdgshgk right now. (LOL) A bit like tired but not. At least I'm once again a bit unsure where to start my story and, and I'm so much behind on reading all your LJ-entries. And jlföjhgöktdfjhklgfd and stuff. ¨¨\(*_____*)/¨

But I'm at Mouhijärvi now, and it's autumn<3

Okay, going away today, Savonlinna calls us! ^___^ On Wednesday we'll head up to the capital area again, and back to Tampere sometimes next weekend. So, see you in a week or smth like that, my darlings!<3

If some possible random lurker hasn't found out, my entries are mostly Friends Only these days. So if you wish to see them, let me know. I might or might not let you be my friend.

I finally got something from the library I've been meaning to read for a while now, so. The quote of the day from Frank Miller's Sin City.

Hell? You don't know what hell is. None of you people do. Hell isn't getting beat up or cut up or hauled in front of some faggot jury. Hell is waking up every god damn morning and not knowing why you're even here. Why you're even breathing.

You said it, Marv...

I'm briefly visiting homehome now - came yesterday and leaving today as I have to work tomorrow again... but there was a fun little surprise waiting for me here! A Star Wars-Deco made for me April 2003 -- by belewien! :D Haha, took a few years to get it but it's really fabulous I must say, so thanks my dear. ;)

Spending the Midsummer and almost two entire weeks with D. was wonderful, and I loved every moment of it. At least almost, haha. He left on Friday and on Saturday I had the 10-hour working day via The Finnish Association of Societies for Persons with Intellectual Disabilities, which was rather nice. Pretty tiring but kinda fun. :)

And now... well it seems my cousin (13 yrs) is coming to my place this week, tomorrow or the day after. She wasn't quite sure when she was able to come but I expect to know that today... ^___^.

Yarr. Just wanted to let you know I'm still alive. O_o Most of the Finns who read my journal and listen to the news have probably heard about the deaths at RMJ, I know at least 3 have been on the news as well, and I heard stories that say there was a total of 5 or 7 deaths - and one we over-heard from the guards talking to each other that startled me (us?) for a while... Some girl had been raped in the toilets and her throat had been slashed open. After that D. didn't let me go to the toilets alone - and I didn't argue. So that's how calm and easy-going the Finnish Midsummer is. *rolleyes*

But we saw bands! And had fun! And stuff. I'll probably write more later on, now I've still got some better things to do, hehe. ;)

Ta ta!

Hey hey hey! \o/

So, I survived the bachelor(ette) party of the friend alive (but tired) - haha! I was darn snookered (to use Chucks' word at this point ;)), had a lot of fun and so on. But, btw, no hang-over at all! *g*

Anyways, more about that later or not, since today I'm heading towards RMJ. *dancing bananas* I intend to have fun there as well - just wanted to let you know I'll disappear for a while here. We have to roll by Espoo and all before Rauma, which is a great example of the male logic... *rolleyes* As it's a helluva longer route that way, than if D. had brought all his stuff here already when he came on Sunday, and we'd left straight to RMJ from over here. But, no can do. Men. (haha) I'll be back probably around Sunday-Monday so we'll meet again after that, my dears. Have a great Midsummer, everyone whom has the habit of celebrating such event some way!

Something happy! \o/ I got a call from The Finnish Association of Societies for Persons with Intellectual Disabilities today, and I've got a job! Just a one-day-gig on 30.6. but still, that's something.^^ Yay, money! ;) There might also be a meeting about the course a bit earlier, and that is - of course - working hours as well. :) And they updated my info in their database, so it's likely I could get some more job there at least sometimes in the future.

And screw some other things. :P The original plan was I'd be at Espoo now... but I have to work tomorrow. *sighs* But. As short time as it is, I am heading there tomorrow and stay at least the one night there. And I will ditch the second entrance exam, as all my things got messed up and... well. No use. I really would not have money for such short trips there, if we think reasonably... but if we think reasonably, I know I'd just smoke & drink too much at home, get depressed and worry about all the possible things, so better go there. It can make me only good, unlike staying at home alone.

And stuff.

The entrance exam went. Not as bad as I expected, they had changed the exam a bit, so now there was also some room for thinking with your own brain. I think I still wrote too much BS, so not expecting too much.

On Friday I was out pretty much the whole day. After the entrance exam I met my friends P. and E. and we went to the terrace of Passion - then Ruma, then briefly stopped by at E's and then to the terrace of Café Europe. I was at home (via Subway) a bit before 11pm, haha. Yesterday I came by at Mouhijärvi, leaving back home tomorrow as I have to work on Wednesday. Then to running to Espoo after work (or running to the buss home, to the buss to the train station etc.) and the other entrance exam on Thursday - if I will take it. Not 100% sure yet.

Things have been and gone, and the show must go on. ^____^V

So perhaps I am a bit nervous about the exam now, since my stomach is kinda blah, and I don't know how much I'll be able to eat.

Last night was hell. I'm not sure how much of it may have been some subconscious nervousness, and how much of it was just of the problems that I have with Me, Myself and I. But at least I slept about 4-5 hours.

At least I found some new bands yesterday! ^____^V Some new, some old ones I had forgotten. Risto, Camera Obscura, Neutral Milk Hotel, Radiohead, King Crimson... ... ...

( Thank You Radiohead )

So. I'm heading off for a while, about until my entrance exam on Friday, probably won't hear much from me until then (thank goodness, haha! >________>).

I'm being a woman now, and having a darn difficult time deciding which shirt to wear with my kinda short black skirt here. >______< I thought I had one, but no. I realized I can see too much of my own boobs with that one. ^_____^V